Is distraction truly dangerous for your awareness?

In the Deprivation Triade your mind chatter is at its maximum performance. The voice in your head is strong. Doubt. Distrust. Spin offs and emotional fog are a daily affair. Making a mountain out of a mole hill is like a job. Everything is taken seriously. 

In the Deprivation Triade field, it is so easy for people to align with hate and distrust.

Hate speeches are famous and more effective than peace talks or walks. Ideas of inter connectivity are sabotaged and more importantly ridiculed. 

Ever wondered why there is so much disagreement in vital relationships.

Ever wondered why genuine, truthful and well intending people fail time and again while meaningless and even harmful content goes viral. 

Ever wondered why everyone is so ready to blame, manipulate, control and sabotage.

But the biggest challenge and the most dangerous element of the Deprivation Triade is that whatever (whoever)  can show a way out of it is doubted and consequently sabotaged. 

The person, the opportunity, the doorway slips out of your hand over a dime or a disagreement. Many fakirs chose silence and over explaining themselves. 

The Deprivation Triade is designed to keep you dangerously distracted while the opening, the threshhold is delayed. Sometimes by days, by years and many times by lifetimes. 

What one misses out is that the doubt, distraction or disagreement was deliberately planted there to delay you from your own power. 

Ancient Mystics, seers, gurus and prophets of all types have named it 'the test'. And have warned us enough. 

Will you be able to keep your eyes on the truth even when you are blinded by a lightening flash of distrust, doubt and anger? 

Everyone has to go through this test. When I was younger I thought this is how gurus and fakirs created fear in us in order to control us. Then I observed that this was done only by the agents of organised religion.

As life matured me, I saw that the Mahabharata story where Arjun wins Drupadi's hand in marriage, by passing the test of shooting the eye of a moving fish, is totally right.

The story is a metaphor for locking your eyes on your path. Arjun's unbeatable concentration is an example of shooting out everything that distracts you from your path. 

Recognising the working of the Deprivation Triade cuts down distractions and delays.

Being able to rise above it will help you claim your own power back. The time saved can only help usher in the heaven on Earth sooner. 

After all according to scientists Earth has been damaged beyond repair. Humanity doomed to self destruct. Hence time is precious. Focus is needed. Expansion is urgent. 

But don't worry delayed or distracted, the path leads to ascension anyways. There is nowhere to go but back to the source.

Udumbara Gesu

A fan of your soul & its strength. 

©️ Navel Consciousness™️ 

 

 

 

 

Is distraction truly dangerous for your awareness?

In the Deprivation Triade your mind chatter is at its maximum performance. The voice in your head is strong. Doubt. Distrust. Spin offs and emotional fog are a daily affair. Making a mountain out of a mole hill is like a job. Everything is taken seriously. 

In the Deprivation Triade field, it is so easy for people to align with hate and distrust.

Hate speeches are famous and more effective than peace talks or walks. Ideas of inter connectivity are sabotaged and more importantly ridiculed. 

Ever wondered why there is so much disagreement in vital relationships.

Ever wondered why genuine, truthful and well intending people fail time and again while meaningless and even harmful content goes viral. 

Ever wondered why everyone is so ready to blame, manipulate, control and sabotage.

But the biggest challenge and the most dangerous element of the Deprivation Triade is that whatever (whoever)  can show a way out of it is doubted and consequently sabotaged. 

The person, the opportunity, the doorway slips out of your hand over a dime or a disagreement. Many fakirs chose silence and over explaining themselves. 

The Deprivation Triade is designed to keep you dangerously distracted while the opening, the threshhold is delayed. Sometimes by days, by years and many times by lifetimes. 

What one misses out is that the doubt, distraction or disagreement was deliberately planted there to delay you from your own power. 

Ancient Mystics, seers, gurus and prophets of all types have named it 'the test'. And have warned us enough. 

Will you be able to keep your eyes on the truth even when you are blinded by a lightening flash of distrust, doubt and anger? 

Everyone has to go through this test. When I was younger I thought this is how gurus and fakirs created fear in us in order to control us. Then I observed that this was done only by the agents of organised religion.

As life matured me, I saw that the Mahabharata story where Arjun wins Drupadi's hand in marriage, by passing the test of shooting the eye of a moving fish, is totally right.

The story is a metaphor for locking your eyes on your path. Arjun's unbeatable concentration is an example of shooting out everything that distracts you from your path. 

Recognising the working of the Deprivation Triade cuts down distractions and delays.

Being able to rise above it will help you claim your own power back. The time saved can only help usher in the heaven on Earth sooner. 

After all according to scientists Earth has been damaged beyond repair. Humanity doomed to self destruct. Hence time is precious. Focus is needed. Expansion is urgent. 

But don't worry delayed or distracted, the path leads to ascension anyways. There is nowhere to go but back to the source.

Udumbara Gesu

A fan of your soul & its strength. 

©️ Navel Consciousness™️ 

 

 

 

 

Timescape- Energy Reading of the current times by Udumbara Gesu.

This time is special. We are on the verge of a consciousness explosion. The Deprivation Triade is dismantling. Infinity is open. Eternal is present. Who are you in all this? What will you choose?

Timescape is a light guide by Udumbara Gesu for those who wish to choose Ecstasy-Abundance-Health©️ as the base of their life here and after.  Interpreting the currents of time to your benefit. Keeping it simple yet practical. It's a guide. Choice as always is yours! 

Here goes. 

DECEMBER 2018  


The energy of December 2018 is death.

Don't be alarmed. You are not literally dying. But death is happening to you. Do you get the difference?

The Body-Being-Earth-Existence has a pulse that beats every 7 seconds.

This means every 7 seconds you die. It also means you are reborn every 7 seconds.

Do you feel this cycle of death and rebirth every 7 seconds consciously? May be not. This is because in the Deprivation Triade you don't really get to this kind of tuning with the existence.

Now back to dying. Your cells. Your nerves. Your emotions. Your psycho-neural-immune pathways. Your thoughts. Your beliefs. Your love. Your karmic structure. Just about everything that is you will die in 7 seconds.

What you have not learnt yet is to be reborn so quickly. Totally new. Afresh. Blank. Clear. Clean.

Much of 2018 was dominated by this death energy. Whatever you thought will work. May not have. Whatever you felt was right. Fixed. Correct. Deserved. Wasn't. All that you are, kept collapsing. And this collapse is the rebirth.

The next 22 days well in to January will see you collapsing even more.

The good news is. It's not you collapsing. It's your Deprivation Triade structure collapsing.

But it will be painful to let go. After all DT has been your home for so long.

Will you remain aware to die constantly for the next 22 days? And even further if required?

We are here to learn the art of rebirth. 

Becoming quantum has only begun. Being the Navel Abundance Triade™️ has just shown its few glimpses.

Let me share a recent example with you. A mentee of mine is heavily invested in the Deprivation Triade. This person has done so much work and yet the DT has been in their blood. Because of their stubborn investment in it. This person made some crucial life changes this year. And had to live on their savings. Now the savings are over.

Logically you can't expect this person to invest in luxurious expenses like healing work. Like joining Navel Consciousness Digital Gurukul™️. Right?

Wrong! Let me tell you the DT in this person was ripe to die. In its bid to break free it broke free in their life.  It was blocking every earning opportunity. It was creating personal havoc in life. Home was mess. It was creating accidents. Theft. Expenses and what not.

I said collapse dear one. Allow it. A very long story short. I said just invest in NAT. Invest in your 'self'. If you can't digest what's the point of having food at home?

So this person out of sheer trust in me just did it. They paid for the NCDG. This person made a commitment towards being in the Navel Abundance Triade™️. Towards their 'self'. 

Remember I talk about this strange thing called Ecstasy-Abundance-Health©️. 

What happens next?

The same day blocked earning opportunities opened up with ease.

€ 59 went out. More than € 700 worth of opportunities came in. And I am still getting good news from this person.

What should you do?  

Recognise the collapse of the Deprivation Triade in your own life. Find the signs of your own ripeness to let go of DT. Are you ready to let it go? One hint is do you have this nagging feeling that there is too much emotional drama in your life. And that it's not needed.

Allow the collapse. Don't save it. Don't protect it. Let it go. Easier said then done? I know.

But trust me it's worth it. I just died and was reborn. I know it is worth it. Give the Existence a chance to serve you.

In this death is your rebirth.

* Timescape is a part of the Navel Consciousness Digital Gurukul™️. 

Udumbara Gesu

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Penis in Vagina doesn't get you pregnant

According to my personal and professional experience fertility is not a uterus, penis, vagina matter. 

You don't conceive in your uterus. You conceive in your heart. Have you tried the heart pregnancy yet?  

I can guide you. Take it straight from the horse's mouth.

Are there cheaters in the 'Healing' profession? Well yes!

Of course!
Do cheaters charge a big fee?
Not necessarily. Some charge nominal fee.
Are expensive healers, coaches and mentors cheaters?
Not at all.

Here is why:

Enquiry or Rejection?

Yesterday a student of mine was in my kitchen while I was packing some stuff in the hall. I had requested her to make tea for us. Later when I walked into the kitchen she said Didi your kitchen is very confusing nothing is in its place. I was quite surprised by this statement. My kitchen isn't confusing and what do you mean nothing is in its place? What did she know about the original places of my kitchenware anyways? She was new to it. She was working her way around it as I had left her to explore (which is possible only if your kitchen is organised). 
Now this is a small matter but I felt that a bigger insight into life came to light because of this. 
This is how many approach life (or life situations). Lets replace the kitchen with life, an unknown territory, a place you have to explore. Now what is important is the inner space from which we explore that life? How we explore it will decided how far we will get in that exploration. 
Most of us have been taught to cringe at the unknown, to fear it, to approach it with caution. The question is how can one fear what is not known yet? 
This simply means the unknown is not a scary place, our fear is. Our fear creates rejection. 
What happened with this student is not only interesting but applicable to everyones life. She did not approach the kitchen from either of the two spaces; enquiry or exploration. It was a totally new territory for her and that too without any help. So it took her longer to figure out what is where. Taking longer to figure out meant slow speed at work, which translates to failure in her world. 
How do you mask the feeling of failure or self rejection? By converting it to an assumption! Assumptions like if I cant figure it out it must be a mess. Indians go to work on elephants. All Muslims are terrorists. All tribes are uncivilised. America is the best country? All artists are unpredictable. School going kids cant be regular travellers. 
A simple reminder to my student that this is a new place and first she needs to take her time to explore it, calmed her. The sense of failure was replaced with ease. And for me, well I was saved myself from a trip to dejection-land where I would bask in the gooey mass of self loathing about my kitchen being confusing. I didn't go there because I approached the situation from the space of enquiry and not assumption. Because I know I don't have one! 

Which space do you approach the new from; enquiry like that of an inventor or assumption to mask your false sense of failure? 

There is no success or failure. There is only enquiry or rejection. 

 

Go into your cave, Incubate!

I have been quiet inactive on social media recently. A seeker reached out to me with the following question. 'Hi Gesu, you have been very quiet, subtle, un-explosive for some time now. Was wondering whats happening? Did u get bored of waking us up? ;)'.

The question has perfect timing.

I appreciate the seeker's intuition for bringing this subject up. 

Let me begin with bursting a myth. When we become seekers of life, we usually seek from our training not from our knowing. Like taking our corporate training into our spiritual evolution. A 'market' requires your continuous presence and hard selling. A spiritual journey is different. It does not require you to play by the 'market' rules. So making out the difference between the 'market' and the 'presence' is pivotal. 

My answer to the seeker is: Yes I got bored. I don't function as normal human beings. I function from quantum speed. I only leap around in time and space. This means I can smell stagnancy a million miles afar. 

And no I am not bored of awakening. Many times in life we need to and must go into a cave. This cave is not a hiding place. It is an incubator. This is where you empty out and get filled by the Universe. This is where you converse with the source of all creation. This is where you know where you are and where you wish to be or for that matter not wish to be. 

I have been in that cave for a long time now. In fact I have just stepped out. If I was a man, you could have easily visualise a long beard and many grey streaks. But as I am a beautiful woman, I have emerged looking glorious. Now, life is different yet again. All that was not inclusive has dropped off. All that is Universal has risen. It is time to consecrate my purpose. It is time to be that, which I am. 

In conclusion I would only say that this is a shout out to those whose hearts know how to throb. The different ones, the odd ones, the restless ones, the creative ones, the drunks, the eccentrics, the compassionate ones. This is a shout out to my tribe, the ones who know we are walking a never before path. The ones who know we will need each other more than ever. 

I am not a light that shines for everyone. I am that cave where you incubate. I only take in a few, I embrace them in my womb, I nourish them till they become the light that lights even the darkest corners of humanity. I am not the end. I am the source.